Dear September..

Remember my last post? Yeah, it was about him. Today I'd like to share my feeling, still about him. Hmm, you know, one bad periode of time has passed. I talked to him, already. Though, we haven't discuss about that problem. I meant the simple things that may easily bring us to a quarrel, to argue each other, and mostly to make him angry, yeah him, not me.
            I was about to give up you know, I've been crying all nights because of him. I don't know why. Am I loving him to deep? I don't know.
            To cut the long story, finally we talked.
And now, I'm sick. I've been sick for more than three days. So glad that he's always there when I need him. This morning he accompanied me going to hospital. How nice he is. And I do appreciate it. I told my friends. I told my parents, when they asked me who accompanied me. So glad that I have him as the answer.
           Yet, again. I don't know what happened. Well, maybe I was annoying, for him.
I didn't pay attention to what he said until it made him angry, again. I asked for apologize and gave him my reason yet he simply answer "I don't ask".
I cried.
I cried, sad.
I don't know what to say again.
Dear, I don't know what should I say to you.
I can't think.
My head aches. I need my medicine.
Ya Rabb, please take this sickness, I wanna be healthy. I don't want to make anyone suffer because of me.
I'm sorry for bothering everyone, including you, Dear.
I can't think anymore. Hope you're feeling better soon.
The doctor put kind of drug which will make me sleep soon on the prescription. I guess I'll take it now. I just want to forget what bothering my mind now, you, who is angry to me.
I hope you feel better soon.
I love you, Dear. Thanks for being mine.