Waiting For That Moment

Oh, God.
I don't know what I feel. It's over my head.
Again!
This stupid little girl (No, I meant this smart and lovely girl) grumbled again!
She cried all night!
Saying that she missed her parents and brothers, and the home 'atmosphere'.

Yesterday was my 21th birthday!
Oh God, I'm getting old!

You know, that girl I meant is me my self!
I did! I cried all the night, the night before my birthday!

Mom, Dad,
You should know how I love you!
You should know how I miss you!
You are more than meets the eye!
Even though,
I always make you sad.
I always make you disappointed.

But, I promise I'll make you proud someday!
You know, Mom, Dad,
I do wait that moment!
I do wait the moment when you'll smile proudly and looking at me!

Those days I've passed are not that beautiful.
I guess you understand!
Sometimes I should smile when I cry!

Sometimes, often I fell jealous!

It's hard Mom, Dad!
But, I do it for you!

I'll keep fight!
Cuz, I DO LOVE YOU!

Lebih Galau Lagi

Aduh..

Galau tingkat Dewa!
Malam ini ga bisa tidur gara-gara Cappucinno. Argggh!
Tapi Sumpah, Cappucinno'nya enak banget! #Gak Nyesel Nyesel Amat!

Oya, hari ini aku galau gara-gara Kakak Bebek!
Dia jalan ma mantannya!
oke, gpp, aku gpp.

Aku tegasin sekali lagi, aku gpp! Aku gpp!

Oke, sekarang, Lupakan dulu!

Lagi, hal lain yang ngebuat galau!
aku kayaknya ngidap hypochondria!

Jeng Jeng!
#Menegangkan!

Ya ALLAH, cukup hypochondria!
jangan lebih. Kumohon..

Aku masih mau hidup!

Belakangan ini aku sering parno banget, gara-gara mikirin tanganku ini yang suka kesemutan!

Browsing di Google malah nambahin galau.

*Jangan remehkan kesemutan!
*Kesemutan=Penyakit syaraf?

OMG, I'm sick of it!

Ya ALLAH, aku mau sehat!

Mau check up, mahal! Gimana ya..

#So sad

This is The Time ........

“I’ll meet him”, I said.

I Looked at my mirror and wiped my eyes. It was hard to imagine his face. My profound hatred had killed all the sweet memories between he and I. There would be no smile left to remember all the time we have spent together. Everything about him was hurtful. If I had to mention the most regretful thing I have done in my life that was it, to know him.

Two days before yesterday Ryan came to meet me. I had not met him for two years since he moved to England. He had left me without any permission. And after two years he simply came to me to say sorry. How could I imagine, what kind of man he was.

I said nothing in front of him. Even I hardly raised my head to look at his face. I struck speechless and I ignored him. However, he knew how I loved him. And that was right, I did love him. Unfortunately, I had completely ignored him. My hatred had forced me to do that, though my heart hardly received it. I could not do nothing. Yet, I could still see his face before he left, that was a very pale face, I had never seen from him before.

I had been wating for him for so long. I was glad to see him again, but it was too late. Everything had been covered by my hatred. He broke his promiss. He left me and he threw me out. How could I still love him. Yeah, I had tried, but as the time goes by and as my tears go by, my profound hatredhad covered my whole heart.

I looked at my cellphone. There were twenty three missedcalls from the same number, Ryan’s number. And the only message was also from tha same number. However, I knew that was not him who wrote the message. I had already known the way he wrote. I could guarantee this one was not his.

I tried to shift my mind from thinking about it. I did not want to think about him. I really did not want to. I closed my eyes and tried to forget all about him. I wanted to ensure my heart that I did not need him, I did not want to care of him, and I really hate him. I tried it again and again, but it was really hard.

My mind came to the message. The only message which told me that Ryan was in hospital and he wanted me to be there. I did not know what was in my mind. Whether I should trust it or not, whether it was true or not, and I was questioningwhy he was there. I could not trust it. However, it was not important for me. I did not need to care of him anymore. He’s no one for me. I looked at my mirror cynically. By the reflection of the mirror, I could see my own face. There were tears in my eyes. I could see the hidden anxiety beyond my droopy eyes. And I hardly breathed.

“ Who are you? I don’t wanna care of you!”, I screamed and I threw the mirror.

The pieces of the mirror sproud everywhere as the bigger anxiety filled my mind. I burst into tears.

I could not restrain my emotion. I found my key then I drove to the hospital. As I entered the hospital’s door, my anxiety getting worse. I hate and really hate to think about him, buat I did.
I opened the door of room which number 501. I saw him, with his mom beside his bed. I could not say anything. I was in tears. My hatred and anxiety to lose him filled my mind in the same way, in the same time. Again, I hate and really hate to think about him, but I did.

His mom approached me and then hugg me.

“He had been waiting for you for so long. He loved you, dear. He ….”, she could not continue her word. Tears rolled down her cheeks.

I was stiff in front of her. I could not say any word. I hardly breathed. I just looked at his whole body which had been covered by a blanket.

I could feel tears rolled down my cheeks, but I sruck speechless. I whispered to my own heart.

“This is the time. I have to say what I don’t wanna say”, I stoped a while then continued, “ I hate you Ryan, but I can’t stop loving you”.

Children in Paid Works

As the controversy about children in paid works becomes a debated issue across the world nowadays, some people count paid works as a valuable experience for children, while others consider it as an exploitation of children. Then, why they say so? Those who agree believe that paid works can help children learn about responsibility and develop particular skills that will give benefit for them in the future. On the other side, others who disagree oppose paid works for children because it may cause them to lose their rights to enjoy their childhood and their chances to study as well as their peer. Thus, which one is right? In my point of view, children should not be engaged in some kinds of paid work.

Childhood is a wonderful time, where children can enjoy their time to study or play with their playmate as they wish. However, current reality has shown that many children cannot enjoy their childhood because they are engaged in some kinds of paid works. Those kinds of paid works also decrease children’s enthusiasm to study, while actually their main duty is to study, not to work. Unifah, the leader of PGRI once stated the relevant fact about it. She explained that some children even leave their class and then drop out from school because they feel satisfied for their income for those works and after that they will trap as permanent workers.

Another aspect for my reason is that children need to enjoy their childhood for their psychological development. However some parents do not realize and care much about it. Then, the effects of this ignorance are likely showed by the children by doing protest toward their parents. We can take an example of the recent issue about Arumi Bachsin. She ran away from home for she perceived that she cannot enjoy her time because she is forced to work by her parents.

In some cases, children are engaged in some kinds of paid works because of their families’ economic condition. It is likely that some people will count it as an excuse for them to work. However, we have to consider that fulfilling families’ needs are parents’ duties, not children. Then, what if the parents cannot do that for reasonable reasons? This should be the governments’ duty to take care of low economic level families.

In conclusion, children should not be engaged in some kinds of paid works because it will give bad effects for them. If we consider that children need to learn about responsibility and particular skills in work, why do not we teach them through household works? Knowing the bad effects that may harm them and considering the fact that all children need and have rights to enjoy their childhood, therefore as a wise parent and prospective parents, will we seize their right by allowing them to get involved in some kinds of paid works? Just let our hearts of hearts answer it. (Vie Hanny)

ReyChe Lagi ....

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LiaT yaH ...
Walaupun bukan semuanya aku yang bikin .... HeHe ....

Nih ,, keren kaN ... Dibikin siH ... ^_^'


Lagi Lagi ...








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Hmmm ,, uda duLu yah ...
Nanti Lain kalI Lagi ......

Between My boyfriend and My Ex-boyfriend..

Oh, it's too hard to forget all about him, Even though I've began my new love story with my new boy .. I know he also has a new girl, but I can do nothing .. Now, I'm still here with my jealousy and foolishness, waiting for him to come back with me .. Even though I know, it's impossible ..

It's hard for me to accept this fact..
He won't be back for me, never..

I'm confused ..
I know, I love my new boy very much..
I don't want to make him disappointed..
But, I also love him deeply..
And I believe he loves me as much as I do ..
Those memories about him will not ever gone..
I know ,, we will not be together ..
But, I will never forget you ..

Bingung

Pasti diantara kita pernah bahkan sering merasakan yang namanya bingung. Rasa dimana kita dihadapkan pada dua atau lebih pilihan dan kita tidak tahu mana yang harus kita ambil. Mungkin juga suatu kebingungan itu muncul disaat kita tidak tahu harus berbuat apa atas suatu hal yang terjadi pada diri kita.
Masalahnya, terkadang dari kebingungan ini, bisa mengakibatkan stress pada diri kita sendiri. Atau bahkan juga kesalahan dalam mengambil keputusan yang mungkin bisa berakibat fatal.
Untuk menghindari itu, ada sedikit saran yang bisa saya berikan:

• Mendekatkan diri pada-Nya.

- Ini adalah cara yang pertama dan utama. Dengan berdoa dan memohon petunjuk dari-Nya. Semakin kita mendekatkan diri pada-Nya, kita akan merasa beban itu berkurang.

• Berbagi kepada pasangan, teman, atau keluarga.

- Hal ini jelas penting. Selain meringankan beban kita, dengan berbagi, ada kemungkinan kita bisa mendapatkan jawaban yang kita cari. Kita juga bisa bercerita dan berbagi pada orang yang kita anggap lebih berpengalaman dalam hal yang kita alami saat itu.

• Be calm.

- Jangan gegabah dan tetap relax. Kegegabahan itu biasa mengakibatkan penyesalan atau kesalahan yang fatal terutama disaat kita akan mengambil keputusan.

• Jangan sediri.

- Apabila kita sedang dalam keadan bingung, biasanya kita ingin menyendiri tanpa ada yang mengganggu, hal itu adalah cara yang efektif untuk menenangkan diri kita sejenak. Akan tetapi apabila kita berlalrut-larut dalam kebingungan itu, bisa menyebabkan yang namanya depresi yang kelanjutannya mengakibatkan stress. Untuk itu, bergurau sama teman, pasangan, atau keluarga sejenak bisa mengurangi beban kebingungan yang kita rasa.

• Menghibur diri sendiri.

- Ini adalah cara relaxsasi yang cukup efektif, yaitu dengan melakukan hal-hal yang kita sukai. Misalnya bernyayi, menonton, atau sekedar membaca komik.

• Berteriak atau menangis.

- Mungkin hal ini terasa aneh dan sama sekali tidak akan menghilangkan kebingungan. Tetapi, dengan berteriak atau menangis, kita bisa mengurangi beban pikiran kita.

Nah, mudah-mudahan kebingungan itu tidak lagi membuat kita gegabah dalam mengambil keputusan atau stress karena terlalu banyak tekanan.
Let's enjoy our lives..