Dear April,
Thanks for being one of my unforgettable
moments in my life.
This is still April 25th,
but so many things happen.
After a long waiting, finally I could
finish my thesis and had the examination on April, 23th.
Thanks for my greatest God, ALLAH SWT. Thanks for my beloved Mom and Dad, also
my brothers and friends. Thanks for my advisor and examiners. Thanks for the
headmaster, the teacher, and all the friendliest students I’ve ever had.
(Hey, wait! This is not an acknowledgement, rhyte?) Who cares?
Actually I must do the revisions soon, cz the examiners only gave me two weeks
for this.
Yet, I need time to breathe. Is this nonsense?
Well, I don’t care.
I’ll tell you the story behind this unforgettable moment.
Who have ever wanted to experience a broken heart in the night before the
thesis examination?
Me? You guess it must be me?
Totally wrong! I don’t! Of course, I don’t.
What a stupid thing.
But, if you guess that it must be me who experience that thing, that’s a perfect
guess.
Congratulation. I’ll give you a stand up applause. #yay
Yes, I did.
I got broken heart on that night.
But, you know I didn’t really care.
What the heck is that?
It was funny. Cz on the afternoon before, I was talking to him and his mom happily.
I missed him so much since he just finished and went back from his KKN.
On the night, when I was practicing for the presentation, my phone vibrated.
I looked on my inbox and I got his message.
(Well, I won’t tell you what was written on his SMS)
The point is, he said that he was really disappointed because of me.
The very point is, he was going to leave me.
I laughed and then I cried all night.
What is the reason?
Ok, I want to make a confession.
That was purely my own fault.
I played on him.
Yet, frankly speaking I never intend to do so.
Cz I do love him.
But, he was really ignored me when he was busy with his KKN.
I missed him so much.
I desperately needed him.
Yet, he never had a time for me.
Then, I knew a new friend.
I often did chatting with him, till we
got very close.
Actually, he’s none. I haven’t ever met him.
However, he’s too kind and too innocent.
I feel pleasant to know him and he’s always there whenever I’m down.
Still, I can’t love him.
Ok, in short, I was left alone and I’m single. #yay *move on*
Let me try to experience how is the feeling to be single.
When a boy asks me for a date, I’ll gladly say that I’m free.
When finally he asks, “Have you had a boyfriend?”, I’ll surely answer “Not Yet”
Then, he’ll say, “Will you be my girlfriend?”
“Yes”, I’ll say so.
#LOL
No, I don’t need a boyfriend.
I need a groom. I need a husband.
I’ve been so tired having that kind of relationship called “pacaran”.
I’ve got bored.
I need an eternal love.
I need a loyal and lover husband.
I’m sure God will send me my soulmate someday.
I’ll wait.
I’ll wait.
Hey, I haven’t told you.
I was so glad last night.
I met my friends in UKM, long time no see all of them.
I do miss them.
Last night was a nice nite.
Why?
Cz I got beautiful flowers from one of my junior.
*the result of flirting* #yay
Hey, it’s okay. I’m single rhyte?
Nothing’s wrong with this.
#LOL
We were having a look at eyes.
That was only a small thing, but make sense.
Okay, that was only the first experience I’ve got after being a single #again.
Being single is not a big deal.
Yet, actually. I’m still
loving him and wish he could forgive me.